They process of living more for Christ and less for ourselve is so elegant and beautiful, yet so aggonizing and difficult. I’m going through a season where The Father is really calling me to kill off more of Zach so that Jesus Christ can become more alive in me. Its not fun, it is indeed as I stated before an aggonizing process, a war within the very core of my being. Its so very interesting and I am Joyful that God is continuously working in me, even right now. That lets me know that I’m at least on the right track and doing something right, also the fact that life isn’t all hunky dorey and there are things that I really have to trust God with lets me know that HE is in control.

As I relates to this season of change God has really given me a personal revelation about Romans 12:1&2 which says: “1. I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. 2. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.” I don’t even remember when, but I read that verse and the Holy Spirit spoke to me and say “You are to be a LIVING SACRIFICE”. When I typically think of a sacrifice, things die, for something to be sacrificed it has to be killed. In the Old Testament, animals were sacrificed(killed) to atone for sins. Jesus Himself was the ultimate sacrifice and allowed the human body which He dwelt and lived a perfect life in to be killed. So if you think about it the phrase “Living Sacrifice” in of itself is a contradictory phrase, until it is placed within the life of a Christian where it makes perfect sense. We are called to die to ourselves and let Jesus become more alive in us. So what that verse says to me is: You need to kill off more of the old Zach, and let more of the Jesus filled new Zach become alive.

This process quite honestly bites, my flesh is lazy and likes to sleep in. I like to not have a schedule that results in my prayer and time studying the word being horribly inconsistent and ineffective. I like to stay up late at night and sleep till noon the next day(which homeschooling allows =)) but sadly  the time for those habits has come to an end. God’s calling me up to a new intimacy with Him, its going to cost me alot but It will be worth it. I talked with my Youth Pastor a couple Wednesdays ago and He and His wife are going to hold me accountable to how much studying of the word i’m doing, how much i’m praying, the amount of time spent in worship and the amount of time spent with my parents. That is one of the ways I’m being stretched and held accountable to develope a consistent relationship with God. I’m not sure how long this season is going to last, but I’m going to get the most out of it that I can, allowing myself to be trained by The Father and those He’s placed in authority over me. Truly I say unto you that God is great! He is alive in this day and time, He’s not sick but is thriving as always. His love for you is incomprehensible. Oh how I love my scatter-brained posts. =)

I must ask for anyone that may read this, what is the season that you are in? What is God calling you to work on in your life?

Currently I’m watching Warren Miller’s Impact on Encore WAM! I must say that Warren Miller films are among my favorites, which is saying alot with the massive number of movies that i’ve seen. Its also making me go crazy b/c I find much pleasure in snowboarding and watching these ppl snowboard/ski makes me want to go really really bad. There is just something about snowboarding that makes my spirit jump inside of me, can’t explain it but I do know thats just how I am. Not gonna complicate this post, I’m just thankful that I have Heavenly Father who has given me passion and allows me to take such great pleasure from such things as snowboarding. Thats all for tonight…i think i might leave you with a few pics

So i must say, that i have bought into the blogging world. Full on, headfirst dove in. I blog on here occasionally and i also micro blog on twitter, which is what I’m here to talk about today. Twitter is amazing, and one of the coolest web 2.0 apps(?) that i have found to date. Its awesome how those who are “following” me recieve the updates to their cellphone, and vise versa. I rarely get excited about technology, most of it just bores me and seems useless, but twitter is unique and has enormous potential to connect people. So go on, drink the cool-aide and join twitter =) www.twitter.com

some good people to follow are:

jtalaiver-lots of tech updates, and in general just stuff that any geek would love.

pwilson-mostly church and ministry related updates, makes sense seeing as he is a pastor.

I’m going to just be real tonight, this post is as much for me as for everyone else. Our condition as the church sickens and saddens me. My complacencey and inconsistency is disgusting to me. I’m ready to get serious about this thing we call “Christianity”. Its time for the church to step up to the plate, and become who we were designed to be. It seems as though one day I’m on fire for God, and totally sold out for Him, and the next I couldn’t care less. And then I let this roller coaster ride of whether I’m feeling it or not affect my consistency, and I end up in a grove where its been days since I prayed, and I’m disgusted with myself. Its time church to get engaged with the Father, to truly live for HIM. Personally I’m going to get serious about it even if it kills me which I hope it does, for then Jesus can become alive in me. I’m going to take some practical steps to do this,such as getting a group of people together who will meet once a week to pray together, study out the word, encourage each other, and hold each other accountable. This is how we’re called to walk together, truly in unity with The Father and one another, constantly digging deeper and becoming more like HIM.

2 Da Reeders: The picture was acctually taken by me 😀 with a camera phone too!!!

So, a little over a week ago I sold my Xbox 360 Elite along with some accessories and used the money to buy a snowboard on www.the-house.com. It took about a week for it to get here, and i finally got it today…Its an ’08 Burton Dominant 150 with ’09 Burton Freestyle bindings, it came with grip tape so that you can customize the board to look the way you want so without further ado here are some pics for ya(sorry the pictures are crappy, i took it with my phone seeing as i don’t have my own camera):

P.S. please leave comments to let me know what you think of my blogs, constructive criticism would be greatly appreciated =)

For the first time yesterday I watched August Rush, I’d heard my friends discuss many a time about how much they enjoyed the film and the great music in it. For I hadn’t the first clue about what I was missing, and being one who takes great pleasure in music this is one of the best among the many movies I have seen. To describe the music and just how amazed I was would be no simple task, so to state it the best that I am capable: the music just made me melt into a puddle of awestruck.

As I was watching the movie, I began to think and wonder about how what I was experiencing could relate to God. As I began to meditate on it, I realized “whoa, this music is amazing and beautiful by every deffinition I can think of, and it can’t even begin to compare to the beauty of God, His creation and all that He encompasses.” All that HE has created most certainly points to Him and brings Him glory, for such is the nature of His creation. Being in nature and experiencing the outdoors entralls me, to just be surrounded by and observing the beauty of God’s creation is most pleasurable. Of the many activities that I delight in, snowboarding is among those I enjoy most. There is nothing that can compare to being on the summit of a mountain and being able to see for 20 miles, where as far as the eye can see, everything is covered in snow, with a clear blue sky, and I can’t help but get caught up in how beautiful and pristeen it is. To think, that views like that, and sunsets that fill the sky with color are the result of what God spoke into motion. Talk about having your mind blown. His creation leaves me speachless, and to even begin to grasp his beauty is incomprehensible. How I relish the moments like these, for if I could only have them more often.

(No that isn’t me in the picture, nor did I take it)

so this past week has been ridiculously crazy, thus why its taken this long to write another post. I’m gonna keep it short and sweet because thats all I have time for.

Life can sometimes get so crazy that we either almost forget or totally forget about God, we need to stay on top of keeping Him in our every thought, making sure that we are praying continuously and just constantly allowing Him to work in and through us. I’m so thankful and blown away at how far He has taken me in these past two years that I’ve known Him, I can’t wait to see what He wants to do with my life and the lives of those around me.

Some times people just amaze me, like with their thoughts and revelations about The Kingdom of God. These are the people to keep an eye on. If at 17 years old these friends of mine have such a deep understanding and revelation of things in the Kingdom, then imagine where they are going to be in even 5 to 10 years. I’m excited to see where these brothers and sisters of mine are gonna go in life. I am so blessed to be a part of their lives, and have the utmost respect for them.

One of these friends has some really radical ideas about the Kingdom, radical in a good way. In a way that will push the envelope, and push people to go farther than they ever thought they could. You want some amazing stuff to read then you should check out: http://jnella.wordpress.com
If you do, hang on and get ready to have your world, and concepts of how things are rocked, messed with, and changed. That girl is gonna do some amazing things in the Kingdom, she’s got passion for God that isn’t common nowadays. If only everyone were that serious about serving Christ.

The other person that really comes to mind when writing this one of my buddy Kyle. Talk about a guy who is serious about God, and has an understanding of things that most people don’t. He’s so free spirited, yet when the time calls for it he can sit down and focus on the task at hand. The guy is only 17 yet he’s already preached multiple times. He gets it, he studies out the Bible and digs into the meat of The Word. You want someone who knows his stuff, he’s ur man. He’s got a heart for worship, and a realization of how serious this war against evil is that we’re in.

These two friends are part of a small group of people that I can see are passionate about and are going to do mighty things in the Kingdom. I would like to see everyone be as passionate and dedicated to Christ as these two are. People like this are the people that I enjoy getting to know the most, people that will challenge me. Yet at the same time you can be real with them, and discuss your views and opinions with them. I truly am blown away and practically speechless by some people, if only more people were that way.

its 9:07AM Friday the 22nd of August 2008. I’ve been awake all night due in part to my sleep schedule being a complete disaster from a combination of watching the Olympics into the early morning hours and then reading until 5 or 6am. I’m tired, yet I have plans for later on today >_< just means that when I get home tonight I’m gonna crash and burn. So I need to go work out, and read my Bible and get ready for my day. But before I do that…my blog is a mess, I currently have 2-4 different posts that are in progress, hopefully I can get it sorted out in the next few days b/c clutter really really bugs me. As tigger would say…ta ta for now!

So its 12:40AM on June the 21st, 2008, and after having not worked at all for 3 weeks my job has finally given me some hours…funny thing how God works in situations, more on that later.

Where do I start with this one? Lets see about a month ago, I’m not even sure b/c its not that big a deal, but anyways I drove to work to put my requested schedule in for the next week, its a pretty decent haul, about 18 miles or so one way, which is a big deal when gas is $4 something a gallon and the car I’m driving is rated at 20 mpg highway. I asked for Saturday and Friday night off, which i didn’t think would be a big deal, apparently it is? B/c the next week I didn’t get any hours, I decided I wasn’t going to let that phase me. The next week I did the same thing, driving 36 miles out of my way to request hours at work, again I got none. At this point I was very frustrated, and slightly mad. Me being a naive teenager didn’t have any money saved up, and I had just been in a car accident, so I have a vehicle that needs about $800 worth of work to be legally drivable again.

Me being stupidly prideful, and arrogant to some degree decided that not only was I not going to drive to work and request hours again, but I wasn’t going to call and ask why I wasn’t getting any hours…in my mind “They don’t deserve for me to call and ask why I’m not getting hours, I’m too good for that”. To add to that I started putting in job applications at various other places that were hiring. Not only did I not get hours again, but I didn’t get a single phone call back from any of the places that I applied to work. All through this I’m asking and thinking, “God, what are you trying to teach me through this, why are you having me go through this, where is Your hand in this?”

So another week passes, my anger and frustration grows, and I consider quitting. At the start of the third week of getting hours I start to just not care, and then God starts to work on me, funny how when we take our guard down, and say “There is nothing more I can do, I’m not going to stress over it” that God shows up and starts to work on us. Through spending time in prayer, and just God working on me, my anger and frustration just disappear. I get ok with them not giving me hours, and say “It is what it is, not a whole lot I can do about it”. So I’m ok with them not giving me hours, and I’ve come to realize that I’m not quite as valuable to my employer as I previously thought. God has taken care of my frustration, anger, and arrogance…now for the big one, Pride. So I decide it can’t hurt to call and find out whats up, so I humble myself and make the call. Low and behold, the owner (who I have a good business relationship with) answers the phone, and I tell him whats up and it all gets worked out. Not only that but I applied to this little local coffee shop that I had been eyeing for a week or so, and two days later the guy in charge calls to set-up an interview.

From my point of view God was really doing 2 things through it. He wanted to give me a wake-up call, to say “Hey, Zach One day you are going to have a wife and kids that are going to rely on you to provide for them. You need to revaluate how you handle your money now while you can afford to make mistakes, and don’t have anyone to provide for.” He also wanted to work on the issue of pride, to really humble me, and get me to realize that I need to mot put myself first, and that I’m not quite as important as I might think. He still wants me to give my money freely and as He leads me, to not let it become a vice. He also wants me to save up money for times when I may need it. To store up the grain in the silo for when famine comes per se.

So, it wasn’t so much that my job was the problem, and they weren’t the reason I wasn’t getting any hours. It was that I thought myself way too valuable, and my pride had gotten a few notches too high…so God decided it would be a good time, to humble me and just refine me some more. Interesting how the Bible says that God will resist the proud, and give grace to the humble. When I got all caught up in my pride, things were extremely difficult, and frustrating. Once I humbled myself things seemed to just flow along as smoothly as can be. All the credit goes to God for this.